It's been a few months since I've posted anything here, I've been finding my feet.
Talking therapy and spiritual counselling have been at the forefront on a personal level, whilst health, moving house and career changes have been taking all of my time and attention on a wider scale.
I have stopped a few times to ask what I can do to get 'back into the swing of things' with blogging, but everything I've tried to conjure up has felt far too rigid and based on what the gram says is popping, so I've stayed schtum.
Now that my life seems to be finding the beat again, I've again looked at how and where I want this blog to look like and be for me and it's readers. I've always said that my goal in life is to inspire and motivate black women to succeed (on their own terms!) although some of what I've written earlier this year has been able to resonate with some and encourage others, it still hasn't felt authentic enough, reading it back it's almost like hearing it in my 'work voice.'
Don't get me wrong I'm proud of what I have achieved so far, remember done will forever be better than perfect, nonetheless, I see how I can improve and I must to so if this blog is going to align with the goals i set for myself (and for you)
I'm expert level good at loving people from a distance, whilst making it look like I'm hugging them up close, I don't want to do that anymore, it's cold as fuck. I'm putting myself out there to actually see what it feels like to embrace the world around me. So in terms of what you see written here, it means I'm bringing y'all in close.
So...I don't know how frequent this schedule will be, I've not long moved house and so it feels like I'm forever driving upandan buying things to turn this house into a homey. Bowë's re-launch, although quiet on social media, is coming along great! I keep trying to get everything perfect and getting lost in the detail.
Please believe I spent the best part of 3 months looking for the perfect packaging - like everything else, it doesn't exist and I have to keep telling myself "Start where you are!" as to not get lost in minor details. I think getting lost in the minor details is a comfortable place for me, I can trick myself into thinking I'm doing something when God is looking at me like "Er hellurrrrrrrrrrr, we got things to do, but the magnifying glass down. Tenk yew plis."
Anyhow, we move.
Rose
xx
